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12.10.03

here i am todae again... so early in the morning.. dunno got worms to eat anot... haha... lame huh?? haha... afternoon got slp mah... so can stay up late.. haha... later got the match of England vs Turkey xia... muz watch... haha.. see how england fair...haha...

todae someone gif me a comment on my diary... she (my cousin) sae tat i lack self-confidence,,, i agree with her... coz i do really tink tat i lack tat... maybe is becoz tat i don dare to confess my love for someone?? for the fear tat things would turn out the way i didnt wan it to turn out?? haizz.. but how can i overcome tis fear?? i saw my fren confess his love to a gal n evryone noes it.. but he got rejected flat down.. like roti prata.. for tat day... his face was like shit... haizz.. thus i also fear the same thing happen to me..

i dunno how A feel towards me.. i dunno her frenz well... the frenz if mine tat noe her wan... some is my enemies.. so if i ask them.. i courting my own death... haizzz... how ??

juz now took a break to see the soccer match... haha... england miss a penalty xia... beckham was the taker.. he slipped... then the ball went way up into the stands.. haha.. sad case.. now half time.. haha.. so an type.. still 0-0...

haha... i got nutin in mind to tok le.. i tink i end it here... but i contiune aft the full time.. wah... the match end liao.. but now still got another match.. ut i wan to orh orh le.. haha... the final score i still 0-0.. haha.. but england gain the auto qualify for portugal.. haha.. nite nite..