This Day In Clement's History
20.10.03
6:51 AM

hihi... morning... now ranin xia.. since... i also dunno wat time.. haha... but then todae one veri heavy xia.. i also cannot carry it.. haha.. not funny?? i noe.. haha.. morning raining also gd rite?? can slp until song song.. n veri cosy one.. haha.. i dunno y i wake up so early also... haha... yesterday slept at 12 also.. haha

someone gave me a comment on the previous entry... i tink he/she was quite right la.. maybe i shld hav go to the meeting.. n not bowling.. but then.. if i go the meeting hor.. it will sure spoil my day one.. coz at there confirm i will get angry... so dunno wat i will do la.. besides.. the ppl there also veri buay song me liao.. one of them really hate me to the core lor.. n tinks tat i snatch the gal he likes away frm him... but the truth is not lor.. i mean.. y becoz of a gal then come n spoil the friendship... haizz... now then noe the power of a lady... haizz.,, on the other hand.. if i dun go... my day would be more happy... i can enjoy myself better... n i will feel happier... besides.. whu noes tat if i go for the meeting.. will the conflict be settled??

i mean.. its like i am the onli one whu can defend myself lor... none of the ppl there can or will help me one lor... then the whole grp is controlled by two ppl one.. wm n kc... their decision decides my fate in the grp... if they decide to accept me... then the rest would agree.. if they dont.. the rest would also kick me out.. k la.. if both of them doesnt wan me in the grp but the rest of them wan... none of us would be happy to stay inside the grp...

so y not i leave the grp better rite?? then they no need to tok to me n see my black face... n i also no need to see their balck face.. n most importantly of all.. i will not get angry... tats better rite?? later when we go out tat time.. i ani how tok then sae out sumting sensitive without me realising it.. i confrim tat they will hate me further one lor.. haizz.. i cant seem to get their frequency lor.. n they also cant seem to get mine also.. so no point staying together wat.. like tat everyone more happy (i sae alot of times liao hor.. haha)...

i tink i also got mixed feelings lor... feeling happy n sad by leving the grp... happy becoz i has less prob to attend to.. sad becoz i lost 3 frenz.. actually got another 2 which is wm n kc.. but then i shld be losing them so make no diff whether i have them or not... lucky still got one la.. but then he quite blur one.. but also the more neutral one la.. so i veri gd wif him..

k la.. i hungry liao.. wan go eat breakfast liao.. i continue tml lor.. maybe u can gif suggestions on wat i shld do?? thks... buai buai...