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8.10.03

m here again liao.. haha... looks like i come in earlier each dae xia... haha... but gd la.. can get to slp eariler... haha... pig ritez?? tis morning nearly got scolded by my father... haha.. y?? cannot wake up in time lor... i normally suppose to wake up at 6.30 one... but i slept at 4 in the morning leh... so woke up at arnd 6.50am... haha.. tink i broke the world record xia... brush my teeth, change into uniform n hav my cup of tea all done within 10 mins leh... haha... i left the hse at arnd 7.. haha... not bad ar... looks like all of my yrs of training did not go to waste.. haha...

tis few days was quite cold... keep raining... but not bad... did not really rain when i go sch or come home.. haha... heng... then in the nite slp liao also shiok due to the cold weather... haha...

haizz... i tis whole morning was disappointed again... the gal i like did not reply my good morning SMS which she would before the prelims... i waited for the reply throughout the whole morning.. but my hp did not even vibrate once... haizz... whenever i tink back abt the fun times we had togther... i would feel a feeling tat i cant describe... dunno y i still keep tinkin of her despite feeling real shack... haiz... i tried not to blame her for not replying my msg by saying to myself tat maybe is becoz of the exams,, she off her hp so tat she will not hav ani disturbance... maybe tats one of the many reasons she didnt reply.........

i wanted to ask her wat she thought of me... but many times... i hesitated... becoz.. last timei had also ask another wat she thought abt me... at tat moment.. she said her thoughts... but aft a few more subsequent chats aft asking her the qn... she started to aviod me n we eventually lost contact... so feeling afarid tat history would repeat itself... i didnt ask....

haizz... maybe my methodof courting gals is wrong?? i frequently ask my myself qns.. Am i being too irritating?? in my course of suaning the other party.. did i went too far ?? did i hurt the other party's feeling or pride ?? haizz,,,

Actually.. when i was in sec 2 goin to sec 3 ... a gal like me n i knew whu the person was... i got to know her hse no (tat time i no hp).. i call her... n we chatted for a period of time... but somehow... i didnt have tat feeling wif her... n i decided to tell her... i told her tat i didnt like her... n she reluctanly accepted it... aft tat last call... we didnt chat until the beginign of tis yr... i ask her whether did she hate me when i told her tat i didnt like her... she said yes... but now.. a yr later... her hatred towards me disappeared... a sigh of relieve... haha...

yeah... two more days to the leavers cermony... aft tat no formal lessons le... yeah... haha... kk.. i tink i tok alot for todae... tml then tok again ba... i tink tml at nite then can type.. coz in the afternoon playing soccer... waaahahaha....