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9.10.03

veri full xia... juz finish my dinner.. haha... haiyah.... tml is the leaver's ceremony leh... quite excited abt it.. haha... but tml my family also goin to stay at a hotel but no go.. coz i dunno wat time the ting finish then they sat aft check out liao... so i go also no use... sobxx.. have to sleep under the fan again... haha... but nvm la.. weather so cooling.. haha...

todae in class kana scolded my chem teacher xia.. she ask us to bring all the test papers she gave ask n all muz be done.. out of 11 papers i onli brought 4... so todae muz do the rest finish then show her tml lor... tink todae no need slp le... haha... but i tinkin of droping chem... not becoz she scold me but becoz my chem has never scored past a C5... i tink.. then no use continue studying.. my mid yr n prelims i tink the same mark.. so no improve... haizz.. dunno whether shld i really drop.........?? hmmm... maybe i shld...

yesterday nite i slept early than the usual leh... i slpet at arnd 2 plus... coz i begining to look like a panda liao... so muz slp earlier... haha... but then arnd 11.30 like tat i msg the gal i like... i tink lets call her A... she didnt reply my msg at that point of time... well, maybe she is asleep... so nvm... but then todae.. the whole dae.. she no reply the msg i sen... y?? haizz... i was juz tinkin if she had been kana physco n now hate me?? or she heard tings tat coz her to hate me?? i want to call her n ask but then now is the exam period so maybe i do it after the O's... hmmm... tink tats a good idea... haha...

todae our class played the last soccer game of tis yr... coz frm next wk... diff ppl will come at diff times... so we might not be able to paly again together... haha.. but it was a good game n to my surprise... it was a draw... haha.. coz normally will be a team thrashing the other,, hardly ani draws.. haha... we also receive our class T-shirts.. not bad xia.. but then i idea abit traditional la.. by having the names of the class at the back... haha...

looking back at my secondary life... i have made some enemies n no bast frenz... the best frenz part i sae before le... so not goin to sae... wat i am going to sae is the enemies part... haizz... y like everyday's story always got a sad part to tell one ar?? haha... nvm... tats part of life wat... happiness always come with sadness... the enemies mainly come frm my cca grp... scouts... the trouble came during the sec 3 period.. there was a power sturggle within us... some of us wanted to become PLs or patrol leaders... i tot i was a PL but instead i was a assitant PL... but tats not the prob... my PL was a guy tat didnt quite like me... thus our patrol become the most probmatic one.. the guy was non other than alex... he dislike me due to my alttitude prob n the way i handle tings... up till todae.. i still dunno wat he is driving at... haha...but aft a short while i beccame an PL becoz one of the PLs became a SPL.. he was zhi yang... he n=and alex were best frenz so he too also hated me...but infront of me... they would seemed so harmless.. tok to u like ani other guys... but at the back... they were back stabbing me,,,

Let me gif an eg. tis yr we had a combine meeting wif the mayflower guides.. both of them n me were the part of committee members... at the meeting of the committee menebers in cluding the mayflower side.. we wolud split up n discuss... but... frm wat i heard... zhi yang n alex were also at the same time tokin at the back of me.. they sae i got tis prob tat prob... thus onr of the guides actually had a bad impression of me... i dunno how many ppl did both of them tell...but aft tat tat influenced guide change her impression of me.. which turn good... heng... haha...

so wat u tink?? haizz... still got 2 more la.. but i tml then tok... coz wanna go slp liao... later in th morning then study... now too noisy liao... haha... buai....