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23.12.03

hmm.. todae was fucked up... i quarrel wif my dad again lor.. haizz.. dunno y me n him recently keep quarreling.. haizz... maybe i tu lan tat they keep askin me to do tings lor.. then i will cock it up one mah.. but onli sumtimes is my fault lor.. then he everything also blame me.. so damn tu lan.. also nv see huim ask my sis do those tings.. like as if she will do a complete job like tat.. espically those housework... also dun see do one.. k la.. she last few wks hav to do some fliming tings lor.. so everytime no at home.. so cannot blame.. but b4 her tis project start also everytime i do one lor.. tats y i feel abit not fair la.. hope tat the next few wks will call her do.. but i also doubt tat she will do.. she will also push 3/4 of tat to me one lor.. coz i am the youngest.. haizz... wtf xia... then all those toopid tings i also hav to be the first to do.. haizz... shiitty crap man...

haizz.. sumtimes i feel tat onli when a person die ar.. will then his good deeds or his good pts will then be remembered lor n also it is the onli time his worries will end.. haizz.. juz feel tat... but don worry la.. i wont go n die so early.. i still wanna live.. haizz... dunno i can find whu to cheer me up xia.. last time still can find A... she will try to cheer me up one.. but now.. haizz... guess i hav to keep it to myself bah.. until i can find someone... someday...

haizz.. i tink i end here la.. dun feel like continuing liao.. bye bye..