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16.3.04

once a upon a time.. these 2 strangers met in an irc channel... the gal op-ed the guy for some reasons.. the guy replied an thank you msg n a friendship juz began like tat.. both of them were chatting happily ever since... a few mths later.. the guy fell in love wif the gal.. he like her character... ever so happy.. each conversation was such a joy even when the day was not so gd.. each time a conversation ended.. he was looking forward to the next one.. the guy would even skip his fav tv show in the nite juz to tok to her... even for tat short 1 hr.. he was statisfied...sumtimes.. the gal would also automatially made the first move to tok to him... it was such joy at tat pt of time.. however.. at the same time.. the guy's fren had also liked her.. the guy had to keep his feelings to himself so as not to make the fren angry or feel tat a enemy was beside him.. the guy dated the gal for the first time.. the gal brough her fren.. went to a movie.. a dumb one.. but she laff n laff non stop even the whole cinema were slient.. he felt embarrassed... he even remember sumting tat happen on tat dae... to the lady (a complete stranger) whom was sitting next to him.. he had a strange feeling.. he told the gal.. the gal laffed at him.. he felt silly...

Not long after.. the guy's fren grew suspicious n wanted to noe the truth.. of coz.. the guy hide the truth... for some reasons or another.. the guy made a wrong move by telling the gal wat is happening between he n his fren...the gal began to side the guy... n not the fren.. while trying to stay neutral.. tis went on for abt 2-3 wks.. then suddenly.. the gal juz disappeared... uncontactable.. unseen... she didnt reply the SMSes he sent.. when called.. fone was not picked up... the guy tot tat sumting had happened to her.. worried... but... lucky tat she went online.. so the guy knew tat she was alright.. he was gald.. at the same time.. sad... she didnt reply the msn msges he sent..

tis went on for a day.. he tot she was bz.. so he tried again the 2nd day.. same ting happened again.. it went on for a wk.. then a fornight.. 3 wks.. a mth... finally impatient from all the waiting.. he sent her msges tat expressed his feelings for her.. without pinning hopes tat she would reply.. each dae.. in the night.. he would tink of her.. thinking back on the days of chatting... so happy.. so much laughs.. well.. thinking tat these days were long gone..

until one dae.. he gave it a try once more.. there was a reply!! he was so happy... closed all his windows juz to hope chat wif her.. when he said "hi".. she said "wat".. he sensed tat sumting was not right.. indeed.. her replies were filled wif impatience.. not the usual kind of replies he would get from her.. when he asked y she didnt reply him previously.. there was no reply... there he waited n waited.. until she logged off.. there was no reply.. he was disappointed.. he did not dare to contact her again.. for a few days.. after learning tat the gal did wan the past to be brought up again.. he knew wat he shld do...

he saw her in msn.. msg her.. she replied!! from tat dae on.. everything was back to normal.. the kinda of tokin was like before.. he was happy.. although.. he really wan to noe wat had happened to her to cause tat "disappearance"... but he dare not bring it up.. afarid tat she would be upset.. for now... he rather be frenz wif her... at least it is better.. but.. he is also looking forward to the day to tell her tat she had occupied his heart for a long time already.. n it will stay there forever..

she was really the gal tat he has been looking for.. so lively.. when he is sad.. she was also able to make him feel tat she was there for him.. well.. a good fren indeed.. hope tat she is also feeling the same way for him...maybe.. both of them was juz fated to be frenz.. not a couple..

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