This Day In Clement's History
28.5.04
12:46 AM

heyo... back after... 4 or 5 days ?? haha.. ya.. too lazy to type.. haha.. die.. kinda hungry now.. type finish tis hav to go find food.. haha..

todae was so much fun.. but spend quite a lot of money.. went to buy a 100 over backpack... deuter de.. not bad la.. can use for hiking or wat.. quite gd.. ya.. then after tat.. went to play pool.. at far east shooping centre.. ya.. erm.. then play for like 2 hrs liao.. then went to eat jap food at orchard parade hotel.. at my fren's workplace.. haha.. ya.. not bad.. quite nice.. ya.. then back to play 1 hr of pool.. then went back home le.. ya.. not bad la.. quite fun though.. hehe..

then tis few days.. i quite blur about my feelings for M.. coz.. the previous day.. she told me tat she was not worth my love.. n hope tat we can remain as frens lor.. since she say like tat.. then i also bo bian.. hav to respect her desicison la.. but rite.. the ting is.. we still tok as much as before.. joke arnd n all tat.. which i can sae is a gd ting lor.. then the way she is treating me ar.. gives me a msg tat she like got some feelings for me -for example, she still ask me out.. ask me to coach her in her studies ( i somehow got promise her tis)... then.. she also said tat when she toks to me.. will brighten up her day...-

but the ting is tat she said she dont like me le.. but.. y is she treating me tis way leh ?? haizz.. i also dunno wat is happening lor.. but i hope can clear tis doubt after her O's chi.. i dun wanna ask her now.. coz i wan her to concentrate fully on her chi.. which is more impt.. ya lor.. or izzit maybe i tink too much liao.. haha.. but.. i juz cant seem to let go of the feelings i have for her lor.. i dunno whether now am i treating her purely as a fren (less likely) or someone more than a fren (more likely)..

but .. i tink i tink too much liao also.. maybe.. she is juz trying to tell me tat she feels comfortable wif me as a fren.. ?? haizz.. im in such a mix now.. dunno wat to do xia.. but for now.. amid her studies.. i will juz try to make her day happy.. so tat she wont feel so stress...

the tings i say or do wif her rite.. still shows tat i like her.. hhaa.. haizz haizz.. shld i ask her or shld i let it remain it tis way ?? i certainly hope tat we can progress more than juz frens.. but.. i juz dunno how to approach it..

kk... i gtg find food to eat liao.. hope i will receive comments ?? hehe.. bb..