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22.5.04

hihi.. back here again.. haha.. so late xia.. i tml need to report onli at 1.30 pm.. haha.. so can slp late late.. waahaha.. but i will be involving in the toopid slaes tingy.. then maybe goin home at 3 plus lor.. sianz 1/2.. haha.. but.. maybe got extra money bah.. hee...

ytd was such a sad nite for me xia.. i was kinda of heart broken ba.. coz.. M told me tat it was not the right time to tok abt me liking her lor.. coz she said she will be bz wif her O levels n i will be bz wif my poly stuffs.. ya.. so in other words.. she rejected me lor.. ya.. then i cant like slp for 1 hr like tat... keep tinkin abt wat she said.. aniting ting is tat.. i asked her whther she did hav any feelings for me.. but she said a little.. but i tink she is like trying to console me or wat lor.. so i took it as a no.. haiz.. so how stupid of me to get involved in a one-sided tingy fir the 3 time in a row.. haizz.. y like tat xia.. i everytime see couples together.. i so envy them.. they can find their true love.. but not for me.. but of coz.. i will not fall in love for the sake of it also... haha.. im not so desperate until like tat.. yeah...

but.. now.. im still frenz wif her... tokin as usual.. but maybe not meet up for the time being ba.. coz.. maybe will feel abit awkward.. ya.. well.. tats life bah.. haha...

kk.. tink i goin to slp liao.. nitez...