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15.6.04

here again.. woke up at arnd 10 like tat todae.. then.. had breakfast n all tat kinda of stuff.. then headed for school for the campfire tingy la.. ya.. nutin much la.. came home.. saw a email frm M.. she suggested tat we dont tok for some time to forget the feelings we had.. ya.. i agreed lor..

so.. the last time i will be seeing her for now would be on sat.. which is on my campfire.. she will be passing me back my cd.. ya.. haizz.. i also dunno wat i can tok to her when i meet her xia.. tink i will feel so strange... ahhh... dunno la.. so vexed...

i feel tat be a monk better.. nutin much to worry abt.. every day chant onli.. nutin much to worry.. ya lor.. even best is i dont even exist in tis world.. arrgghhh~~!!

then todae.. see the brigde tat we r building ar.. haizz.. bring me back to the days .... coz.. when we are still a couple.. i told her tat i had a blister on my hand.. n she was veri jing zhang abt it lor.. n i was so touched my the care n concern she showed for me at tat pt of time.. but now... haizz...

then also i looked at the shawdow tat the sun cast.. made me ting of somthing too.. coz.. she veri fair de mah.. then i veri tanned la.. so is like i am a shadow la.. haha.. ya.. then tat time.. i somehow promise to be her shadow lor.. n she agreed... haizz... mei xiang dao.. haiz haizz haizz...

all is gone.. left is onli memories.. i dunno y.. i juz cant seem to erase these memories... it will nv be forgotten.. i feel like.. no matter wat i do.. i will relate it to the tings i said or have done wif her... so sad xia..

k la.. ting tats all for todae le la..