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4.6.04

hihi.. back here after goin out the whole morning n nite.. ya,, went to collect my pay-slip... felt tat i waas cheated xia.. so hav to call n cfm wif robinsons.. ya.. then went to CP.. coz some of them didnt get the pay-slip.. ya.. after tat walked to far east... to hav our dinner at 5!!.. haha.. ya.. it was pretty early... then shop shop arnd... then until the basement level rite.. so they called it Level One.. i saw one of my fren.. she was wif her bf.. wah piang.. now pretty liao xia.. haha.. ya.. too bad last time nv jio her.. waahahaa.. nola.. jk... hehe... then shop until arnd 9 like tat.. headed home..

then went i was getting off the bus.. my pretty thin jeans got caught in one of the metal corners n hooked on it.. n tore it.. haha.. it was like so paiseh... the tearing sound was so loud xia.. haha.. damn paiseh xia.. then when i got off the bus.. i saw andy.. one of my sec sch frens.. haha.. long time nv tok to him liao.. ya... we chatted until his bus came.. n i walked home after tat...

as i was walking home.. i was tinkin of whether to tell M tat i wan to further tis friendship.. ya.. when i reached home.. on the net.. saw her online.. then tok to her abt the tearing of my jeans tingy.. ya... then i decided to ask her the qn.. but.. before i could ask.. u also knew wat i gonna ask liao.. ya.. she didnt rejected me or wat la.. but she said tat... she was scared tat she would spend alot of my money.. coz tats wat happen to one of her ex lor.. ya... at tat pt of time.. i was like.. totally speechless.. dunno wat to sae... ya.. then she also added on tat i hav my poly.. n she has her O's... but i ask her to tink over wat i said... wat i said was tat... "since we both liked each other.. y not ?? if we could make the effort to make tis relationship last even if we cant go out together often (coz she cant go out tat often due to her mum)... we can still chat thru msn n sms also mah.. i dun see ani prob wif tat.. furthermore.. if i can go out wif u everyday.. it will onli make me take her for granted.. n vice versa.. rite ??"... tats was abt wat i said lor..

so i asked her to tink abt it.. then next time when i ask her again.. it would be a happy ending... heehe... *pray*.. abit farni though.. im always the one who trys to make her laff though sumtimes u does make me laff.. but she is always the one whu make me sad n i don rem anitime tat i made her sad.. haha.. strange rite ?? but... well... im at least statisfied tat she though over it... tis also proves tat she also certainly or high poosibility.. likes me.. ya ?? hehe...

i hope tat she will gif me an ans soon.. i dun really hope to ask her again n get heartbroken once more...but if i hav to... which is most prob next week... i will ask her... haizz... but.. i wont gif up.. until someday... somehow.. sometime... she asked she to treat her as a normal fren.. juz like wat was before... i would try to forget abt her... n let time heal the wounds... at the same time... i also do not wish to go thru the ordeal i had while trying to forget A...

k la.. gtg le.. haizz... i will tink of M everytime i am alone de xia... tinkin of her smile.. juz make my dae great... hehe.. bb...