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4.7.04

hiya...

ytd went to play soccer.. ya.. so song.. so long nv play soccer liao.. ya... wif my ex-classmates.. had breakfast together.. n tok lots of cock.. haha.. FUn!!...

then during soccer.. sumting happen.. to me... i knocked into a lamp post.. not my head.. but my chest... then cannot breathe properly for like 1 min or so.. coz.. i was focusing on the ball tat was passed frm my fren.. then i didnt saw the lamp post in front.. by the time i saw it.. it was too late.. my frens even said tat the post was even shaking after i knocked onto it.. so u can imagine the impact of it.. ya... now slightly better le.. but.. when i cough or sneeze.. will pain..

after soccer.. went to look for soccer boots.. after tat was home sweet home..

haizz... 5/7/2004 is onli like 20 mins more... if M n I were still together.. it would be 1 mth liao... but... haizz.... tis fews days.. memories of me n her together(last time) came back into my mind.. i still remember.. during the time i was wif her.. i hope tat tis day would come faster... dunno y.. but now.. how i wish tat i didnt hav tat thought...

i still misses her... i also dunno she misses me anot.. i hope she does... but i dun tink it will be the case... haizz... sad... smtimes... i feel tat... i always use a fake front to cover up my saddness... to my frens.. i always joke n lame arnd n all tat... but deep inside... hav lots of troubles...

i dunno y.. i juz don wish to share my probs.. maybe to my close frens.. but.. i cant seem to find ani.. haizz...

i am also sad by another ting.. coz.. i ytd told M abt my incident during soccer... n she was like laffing at me.. i feel so heartbroken xia... at least.. she could hav ask me how i was feeling or showed some concern abt my condition.. but.. she was laffing all the way n prefered to watch her movie.. haizz.. onli a few sms she wont miss out much rite?? i still remember when i was tying my campfire de gateway... i had a blister.. she was veri concerned..

now?? care as a fren also dun hav... n all she does is laff... veri farni meh?? diffculty in breathing leh.. muz i go to the hosp then will show me concern?? haizz.. i was so sad ytd lor..

tink tats wat i wanna type le lor.. ya.. bb...