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19.9.04

halo... todae was veri sian.. whole day at home.. all i did was soldering lor.. haizz.. sian 1/2.. life getting broing nowadays.. not much activites.. ya.. tml start lessons le.. lagi sian.. haha... but also gd la.. at least not so bored if at home..

juz now.. i chatted wif my classmate la.. she said she got a stead le.. ya.. feel so happy for her.. she could found the guy she loved.. hmm.. wat tats gotta do wif me rite?? haha.. here comes.. erm.. actually.. she can be considered the gal i like bah.. it was her who make me realise tat M was not my type.. she is la.. ya.. so after 1 mth the sch started.. i started to try to get to noe her better lor.. ya.. i asked her to follo me go queensway buy my soccer boots.. then.. study wif her during the sundays.. for the term test.. we also go to sch eariler to revise.. i printed the exams qns juz for her la (at her request).. then recently.. she went for her rovers de camp... i lend her my backpack.. ya..

but.. i hesitated in telling her tat i like her bcoz of the term test n also i also not veri sure whether she also shows the same feelings towards me la.. coz sumtimes.. she would juz treat me as juz a normal fren lor.. ya.. or u can sae i tink too much la.. i also not sure myself.. haha.. at the same time.. i was also tinkin to telling her tat i like her during these few weeks.. ya.. try my luck lor.. haha.. if she doesnt like me.. then i also bo bian.. maybe try harder of remain as frens la..

then juz now.. i saw her msn nick which put today's date.. so i guess.. she is attached le lor..it was indeed true.. haizz.. so now.. until i met THE GAL.. guess my life in poly would be a normal one le bah.. coz last time.. when i go to sch.. i would try to take chances to get close n tok to her lor.. coz during msn.. she would be tokin to her other frens de mah.. then everytim i would hav to wait for quite some time b4 she replies my window lor.. ya..

well.. blame me tat i didnt ask her out for movies or wat bah.. or my actions were slower than her stead.. haha.. so i juz try to treat her as a classmate classmate de relationship.. not to be too close or else later i kana bashed up.. haha.. for now.. i would juz gif her my best wishes to her new found love.. hehe...

tink tats all le bah.. bb

PS: he is one lucky guy to make her his girlfren..i juz feels tat she would be the quite a good girlfren.... ya.. hopes tat he cherished her tats all..