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24.10.04

hihi.. haven been updateing for the past week.. haha.. coz basically.. now is so-called study break la.. then everyday stay at home.. also nutin much happen.. so didnt update.. hehe..

my mis-sessional teat is coming up.. starting tis coming wed.. but.. im still doing my normal routine.. play game.. slack arnd.. haha.. didnt really study much.. im still coping wif the lesser subjects to study for my test -3 subjects onli-... for the past 5 to 6 years.. i have been studying 6 to 7 subjects when testes are coming up.. now onli 3.. quite not used to it.. dunno wat to study also.. haha.. i find it hard to estimate the time i shld start studying.. hehe...

later watching soccr match again.. man utd vs arsenal.. the 2 clubs that has the greatest rivalry of all clubs in the EPL... every season.. when they clash.. media will always regard the match as highly anticipating and exciting.. they always call it.. THE SHOWDOWN.. haha.. true as it is.. as a man utd supporter.. i always hopes arsenal loses and man utd wins every trophy poosible for them.. haha.. and every time they clash.. there would surely be some fighting de.. haa.. juz like last season..

tml.. there will be also another match.. my team.. hope we win also.. offical match.. haha.. except.. no referre.. linesmen..goalpost... haha.. hope it doesnt rain.. no injuries.. espically for me.. wed got test.. cannot afford to have ani sickness or injuries.. haha... another ting is tat.. im the captain of the team also la.. but then.. i find it damn hard to be nice one.. espically u wan to keep everyone happy but at the same time.. dont abuse ur power as one.. during matches.. i let the players do wat they wan.. coz.. no one likes to be shout or said at.. but.. if i dont do tat.. the players would not be organised and "awake"... which leads to silly mistakes being made..

so its like.. veri hard to balance.. then.. my team mate is always asking me to do tis do tat.. his tone and his words used are sumtimes abit of the overboard and insulting.. replying back in a nicer way also doesnt help.. telling him to stop using those hurtful words also no use.. sumtimes.. i feel like telling him off.. but.. on the account tat we were once classmates and we usually tok like tat.. i treat it as a joke most of the time.. so its like.. i dunno how to approach tis matter..

haizz.. my team also sumtimes lack dicipline.. everyone wans to do their own way.. for example.. another teammate doesnt want to wear the long soccer socks coz he said it was too hot.. i mean its like.. if we as a team.. we shld be proud of wat we wear wat.. then.. if all the members wear sumting different.. wat will others tink of the team? totally no discipline at all.. another ting is tat.. teammates come for training as if going out to orcahrd like tat.. free then come.. if got a matter which can be postponed..they would rather attend to it then come for training.. we onli meet up once a week.. at most takes up onli 2 hrs of their time.. y cant they commit these 2 hrs of their 24 of tat day to come.. unless is like got project, cca, lessons or exams.. then no need say la.. haizz..

its hard to accomdate everyone.. trying to make everyone happy is tough..

kk.. i gtg.. hope man utd and my team wins tml..