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15.3.05

it has been almost a week since i last blog.. haha..

Last Thursday was M's birthday.. just wished her over an sms that's all.. didn't do much.. didn't want to bring back the old times.. didn't felt too well for the following days..

Friday was as usual.. skipped GEMs as i didn't felt like attending it.. haha..

Saturday had plans to have a reunion with my sec school people.. but i wasn't informed of anything.. so i guessed the plans was just empty talk again.. haha.. in the afternoon.. went to the second last kayaking session.. the instructors were late for 1/2 an hour.. and we started one hour late as a result.. we basically had revision on what we were taught for the past weeks.. it was quite boring actually.. but overall.. it was a enjoyable exprience joining this module.. not regretting joining in anyway.. made new friends and learned new skills.. haha..

sunday had my last offical training seesion with my soccer mates.. sad to leave them as i have said.. but choices still have to be made and i am sure i am not regretting it.. i also attended my first badminton training session.. not bad.. learned quite abit.. but one thing is that the pupils are housewives except for one policewoman if i never hear wrongly.. haha.. i would still prefer to play with my own age group of guys.. i could guage my standard better.. that's y i asked for a transfer to the friday lesson which is for the youngsters.. the coach will keep me informed as there are no spaces there..

monday was boring.. lessons were basically bull-shit sessions.. we could do whatever we want.. haha..in the night.. i was able to say out my hidden feelings that i hid for the past few days.. i am feeling better now...

tuesday.. which is also today.. haha.. played badminton as usual.. i also entered a Street-Soccer Competition.. the team was combined with another class.. i had a shocked when i see the teams play.. they were not having any fun at all.. tackles and more tackles all the way throughout the match.. real rough.. 3 of us got injured.. 2 sprained their ankles and on got kicked near my groin area.. real lucky i am.. haha.. to make matters worse.. the referees in charge were bloody kelong.. not commanding at all.. not desicive.. i was fucked up by the way they handled the competition.. having a match tomorrow also.. pray that i have no injuries.. no point suffering one.. haha..

that's all..

bottling up feelings will only make one feel worse.. it is still better to cofide to someone trustworthy..